Honestly
I'm in a dilemma right now , perhaps in doubt on whether I should be continuing
this Seafarer campaigns any further. As a matter of fact this job has already
dragged itself longer than it was originally intended. And that its already
pointless at this point.
Basically
for me the whole idea of being a "seafarer" has already lost its
meaning for me and now basically I'm having doubts whether I should go back
again at sea., In fact the only reason why I'm still doing this is not because
of the money but because I have nothing else to do besides seafaring. thus I'm
stuck on a loop or a cycle as one might put it, until I find something worth
continuing.
I'm doing something that already has lost its meaning.
I'm doing something that already has lost its meaning.
