MORE MEDICAL PENDINGS

It has been more than a week and yet my medical is still ongoing. Halcyon as expected is increasingly difficult to clear . Right now they keep dumping me will all sorts of medical pendings that they can think of just to squeeze every bit of money and I'm furious about this.

first halcyon said that my pendings were just simply going on the treadmill and Getting an Rapid PPD test. To the best of my efforts I did finished those pendings and even borrowed money from my younger sister, confident that after I had settled this , there will be no more follow ups after - just like what happened two years ago during my first encounter with halcyon.

However after clearing those test ., I manage to log on to the halcyon website to check my records and found out to my horror that I had another two more pending. One pending tells that I had to sign up for some sort of paper of "Pre-Hypertension" and the other says that I had to get some clearance from a pulmonologist from "halcyon" (which I suspect will be charging me with another yet again expensive fee). Whatever the case , Halcyon Marine Healthcare Systems is not making my medical exams any easier and their getting bolder than ever before in ripping off peoples wallets.

For now i had to ride along on these setbacks and see how this medical exam will conclude if its "fit" or "unfit" . In the mean time I have to ask help again on my sister about this and it add more financial burden to her.

OPT - 100 PHP

Dental appointment - 50 PHP

Threadmill - 1650 PHP ( Have to sign a document of pre hypertension)

Rapid PPD - 450 PHP  (have to get a medical clearance on HMHS)

In other news

Lately while I'm still waiting for help from my sister., I did some routine check on my equipment and see if I could as much as reduce the weight of my check in luggage and fit it in a very small back pack that my sister bought for me on my birthday. As of the moment early trials proved to be successful in cramming all those equipment on the new tactical bag, and the only challenge for me will be the electrical cords. My target goal is that my back pack should have less than 10 kilogram weight on my back pack., anywhere beyond 10 kilograms will be problematic for me in an emergency.

By the way the proposed new backpack that I will use on my new shipboard assignment will be a "military type" of back pack with molle attachments. In plain speaking it's more like a Transformer type of back pack and can have all sorts of  attachments .

THINGS TO PONDER

Despite doubts and skepticism on my medical result in halcyon., I had been thinking about the possibility that my health might be failing in the years that will come. The thing that bothers me was the recent medical pending that I had currently about my ECG result.

Apparently it says that I had some sort of blockage on my heart arteries., (well based on halcyons dubious medical result). I had been thinking that if there is a possibility that this might be true - then it's very much and sure that my time as a sailor is already near its end (or the beginning of its end), career wise and biologically wise that is.

Career wise in the sense that I'm already reaching the peak (and possibly the start of my decline) in my career and knowing that being a sailor in the Philippines is not the most stable job -  Its only logical to assume that I might already be on the edge of early retirement.

Biological wise ., I'm already in my middle age in an average human lifespan and at this time - it's in the normal lifecycle that some health problems will arise on this stage.

Now the question to me is "what am I going to do about this ?" (assuming its true)

Apparently my first logical action would be going back to the call center environment., after all that working industry has been a haven for workers who are considered to be Physically Unfit on normal . It's probably the remaining option for me in case the maritime industry decides that I'm no longer needed.

However as I said earlier the medical results in Halcyon Marine Healthcare Systems is somewhat dubious ., two years earlier I first encounter halcyon and it was the same problems., After that I went to three different medical clinics and they never hinted that I had these problems and now I'm back again on this same crappy clinic., I am again having problems. 

Proposed backpack id use on my next ship

PENDING MEDICAL TEST

Pre-employment medical exam went on as expected and as usual I'm not very enthusiastic about Halcyon Marine Health clinic knowing that this clinic is notorious for being a money gouging one. I had no trouble finding the clinic since I googled it a day before to know its location. The directions going there was basically I had to take a bus and drop off in "buendia" area in edsa and walk my way until I reach "Pacific star building" and turn right on the street.

I did finish the usual screenings like ECG, urinalysis , blood lab , x-ray etc. and finished all the test by around 2pm. During the medical exams I still brought along my old x-ray film inside my back pack just in case it might be needed - thankfully the x-ray staff inside the clinic told me that it's no longer needed since I was previously a patient here two years back.

The following day I had come back again to submit my stool sample and finding out any pending test that I had on the medical. (Apparently halcyon's online patients medical records wasn’t that updated until I finish first all the medical screenings., in other words I won't find out any problems until it's too late - so I had to be there in person just to ask them what seems to be wrong. )

The staff in halcyon was very rude this time ., starting off with the security guard which had me going back and forth on the 10th , 14th and 19th floors of the building because of wrong information he gave . The medical staff wasn't helpful as well especially the booth on where I had to ask the staff on which medical test I had pendings with.  Very ill-mannered staff !

Anyway ., I never liked Halcyon medical clinic in the first place because they extort a lot money on their patients. They always come up with all sorts of medical reasons or excuses just they can get away of their fraudulent practices. 

From what I learned I had these "pending" medical test,.  Apparently the medical test I flunked in their clinic.

OPT Otoscopy (basically means get an EENT doctor to remove my earwax)

Dental prophylaxis (means get a dentist to clean my teeth )

Threadmill (apparently I flunked their ECG and had to undergo this test)

Rapid PPD (something to do with a lung test ., )

Overall this is the "appointment" fee they have to charge me , if I show up again on their clinic.

OPT - 100 PHP

Dental appointment - 50 PHP

Threadmill - 1650 PHP

Rapid PPD - 450 PHP  

BACK TO HALCYON

Within a short time , UPL has accepted my application and has endorsed me on its principal "Shell". It didn’t took long that they accepted and I was quickly told via SMS that I should report back to UPL office to get my medical referral slip for the job.

When i reported in the office a couple of days later., I was surprised to see that the medical clinic I will be having for my medical was "Halcyon". The same clinic that I had a hard time with more than 2 years ago. Basically "Halcyon" medical clinic was a scam to begin with and frankly their medical test only cover the initial test ., any succeeding medical test (or test that needs to be repeated) have to be paid by the patient (seafarer). So as a result Halcyon probably flunks most of its patients to squeeze much money as they can. So for people taking medical exam on halcyon , better gets their wallets prepared for the rip off .

If I recall correct the problems I had two years ago on halcyon were these.

Urinalysis

Psycho / IQ exam

ECG
Dental

Now my main problem when I face Halcyon medical clinic will be the urinalysis and ECG (which is expensive) ., which I will counter by already stopped drinking soft drinks and any other carbonated drinks a few days ago - and drank only water.

For the IQ test there's no exact remedy for it, just probably take my time in answering all the question and see how it works ., as for the dental I'm not sure if there's any problems at all but as far as I recall all dental problems had been fixed since last March 2017.  

Most likely it will take me at least three days to normally clear a medical exam., with the assumption that no failed medical test will occur for me. But of Halcyon ., I'd say probably for a month.

SUPRISING TURN OF EVENTS

Things have turned out for the worst for me, not only that I'm stuck here in the Philippines for months now - but my only chances of returning and going back as a sailor have turned me down. So practically I'm unemployed right now. As of now I'm trying my best in finding work.

Recently things had a surprising turn of events ., UPL Shipping Lines (Earlier I thought that they're not interested in me). Suddenly dropped me a call and said I should report on their office for initial interview, So I went and as it goes by - the situation got dragged along with a couple of interview with the company and later on the principal representative. Up to the point that they had collected my documents.

For now they said that I should wait for further announcement from "Shell" principal on what I should do next. It's an advantage that I had to wait to this as a "breather" and prepare on what will be next. The latest word I heard from "sally" in UPL is that its possible that I should take an BTLNG training seminar (Basic Training of Liquefied Gas Tanker seminar)  of some sort , as its possible that I might be assigned to an LNG type of tanker ship.

For the moment my overall impression with UPL is Generally positive, Most of the HR staff in Shell principal is welcoming along with "Jeremy Francisco" on the Passenger HR as well. The only exception was the female head manager (sort of) on the shell principal in which I view as an intimidating and vicious little bitch. Her interview is more like a threat rather than a typical job interview. Can't imagine she was threatening me by saying that job promotions on this shipping company would be very stiff and she implied that on my case ., I have to have at least 4 contracts with them (minimum) for them to just even consider being promoted.

They reason out a ridiculous answer that they wanted a more stable crew workforce and frown on crewmembers who will ditch them out if things went sour. Not realizing that if they wanted a crew member to stay they should "throw in" some perks to make the stay worthwhile (like call center companies do)  

REJECTION

Given with the situation that I'm already months without work, I had decided to go ahead and reapply again back to Career Ship Management - just to be sure. However despite my efforts and credentials (plus work experience that I'm their former employee). My application was turned down and they just simply said "they'd call back" which meant in general that they're simply not interested ., and they just simply had me write my number in their "census" survey form.

It bothers me that my reapply was rejected given that chances of former crew members being rehired is much higher compared to new applicants - especially on my job position being on the "experienced" category. I am thinking something must have went wrong ., What I did witness was that the new guy ., looked into my seaman's book and after looking on it thoroughly he went to Mr. "nidoy's" office and remained there for a couple of minutes. Its likely that they searched on the records and something must have been written on it on my records there ., after a few minutes the called me back and said that they'd just call me back . Which I do know clearly what it meant.

Nevertheless given the results on what happened., it only showed that employment for seaman in the Philippines is notoriously difficult even for sailors (O.S. Rank) who already have 5 years of experience. Almost everyone in this job is considered expendable.

Overall I'm not bitter that Career Ship Management rejected me on my reapply to them., I do know very well that the consequences in leaving Career from the start would mean being not able to rejoin that company ever again and I blame CF Sharp for luring me out on that safe hole which greatly meant my job posting would utterly be destroyed.  It was a poor decision I had made a year back.

Anyway I wont be returning back to Career ever again ., probably because i guess its time to move on and start something fresh.

    

SEARCH GOES ON

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MISCHIEVOUS PLANS

There has been so much time I had on plotting against Nelson Ramirez and his Mafia organization "United Filipino Seafarers" that I had been writing tirelessly now for days. Most  bunch of my time is spent write on how to defunct the misleading propaganda that the UFS organization is feeding the public. Obviously I'm trying as much as I can to vilify him on my blog., For now I haven't publicly released my write ups until such proper time - I'm still thinking ironing out some scenario's 

For the moment , I am writing an article about Nelson Ramirez Academic credibility - on how questionable it is, plus if I have the time , I will write on how UFS was founded and the Bias propaganda surrounding it. Once I had finished it ., I will immediately publish it. Honestly there is so much information about this that I had to write about UFS that I could make an entire life work out of it. Anyway its very demanding task because obviously I'm the only one (as far as I know) working on it,  and working as lone wolf means that I had to carefully plan everything including small details.

Now if I do finished those write-ups and article ., my next problem task is how to passively pass this information to the public., obviously facebook is a big no - no., on me to pass the information because Facebook is very unreliable. ( Blocking accounts that are not violators., and refusing to block accounts that are clearly violators ) . In any case even if the "dummy" Facebook account is reported and destroyed , the blog will still be online and if by some chance be taken down , there is another back up on that blog - so pretty much its very secure.

As for me I don’t have to worry about my personal safety on the fact that I'm using a dummy account and no personal information is put on that Fake FB account . Social Media encourages people to put in their real names as much as possible but ignores the fact(or being ignorant) on how dangerous it is nowadays in cyber space.

Whether I continue my works in vilifying Nelson Ramirez or not, I'm pretty much satisfied that he's already been seen in a negative way in the philippine maritime community on the social media ever since the December 2016 incident. As a matter of fact He himself is unwittingly contributing on his negative image by being hostile to netizen. Those blocking and kicking out of FB Users on his Facebook group adds more to the existing numbers who hate him. Anyway as long as he does that then it’s a slow but sure victory for me as many more people get persuaded by agenda's

In other news

Up to now I'm still thinking whether or not buying a "Nintendo Switch" gaming console is a good investing at all for my entertainment idea. Honestly I'm having doubts on why the hell I did buy this thing anyway and not opted to the PS VITA instead.

Its already been almost near four months since I bought this device and yet ., they haven't offered yet any new exclusive games - the only one's they're offering right now are not exactly "new" games at all but old games that are ported on different gaming consoles a few years back. Frankly buying a Nintendo switch for now is more like buying a brand new gaming system to play old / ancient games.

Another thing that's hurting this gaming system (aside from the high price) ., is the lack of third party support - because of the lack of graphics power., as most new games now require a higher graphics to play it. End result is limited games on its library.

Seriously I'm starting to think now that maybe buying an obsolete PS Vita would have been better as it is more cheaper and has lots more third party support ., even though its already reached Sony's limited support.

Speaking of gaming devices….

Looks like my gaming laptop is already near it lifespan. Honestly the gaming laptop I have at the moment (HP envy 6) is having multiple hardware failures - and the latest problems now is that the battery has become so unstable enough that it's difficult to play even a simple movie without it suddenly switching off. From my observation., replacing the gaming laptop would be much more easier than sending it to a repair shop.

Plus it's too risky in the Philippines to put gadgets or electronics at any repair center as there is a possibility that electronic would be cannibalized for parts .,

So basically my "HP envy 6" gaming laptop will be finally put to rest on the house permanently. It's already unfit to be carried for travel and even unfit in being maintained for home use. Now having a replacement for my gaming laptop is one of my top priorities for me as soon as I get the opportunity to work again overseas.

Aside from the news on my gaming equipment., lately I had been experimenting a method that might get some of my precious media files back. Method is doesn’t guarantee anything but its worth trying out as options in repairing my 4TB Seagate hard drive back are not going to be available anytime soon and there's a possibility that the whole Hard drive was totally destroyed from the previous ant infestation that occurred a month ago. It’s possible that the whole data inside my 4TB hard drive is totally lost ., and years of collecting media files just went down the drain because of it. 

The method I had in mind involves the previous 2TB hard drive I use and im going to use a recovery program to get all the video files back ., since the 2TB Hard drive was the previous storage medium I use before in bought the 4Tb ., there's a slight possibility that "residue" files are still there and can be recovered (despite the fact that almost all of its contents has been deleted ) using the program.

For now the process is still ongoing and took more than a whole day for it to scan the whole memory of the 2TB hard drive.

I will update the results of my experimental method on my next journal entry.

In other news …

Being trapped in the house for so long has become tedious and stressing for me., tedious in the sense that I have to check , recheck and redesign the equipment's that I had to bring over and over again. The task seems to be endless in refining all the equipment I had to bring, and it’s a looping work . I had to plan and re-plan and do it all over again like NASA does on its astronauts on its space program.

I guess there's no solution on that situation given that being a sailor is a work that heavily bases on what equipment is at the disposal and not on the knowledge a person has.

For the moment (and for months), I had been trying to solve the luggage weight problem. My main goal on solving it is packing as much as equipment I can cram without stressing the 20 Kilogram limit. It's very tricky to do especially I had already selected the equipment I would be bringing along.

I had finally decided to look for work again., I had already been trapped here on my house for quite some time now and things are starting to strain for me. My supplies have been fully exhausted along with the rest of my remaining money., I am now just depending on my sister for financial help and beyond that there is nothing else. So basically one way or the other ., I have to look for work now given on my situation.

For the moment I'm making preparations in finding work and had been washing my clothes for a few days now. Along with that I'm constant checks on my equipment as I usually do - making sure that I'd be prepared when I leave the Philippines again for one more time.           

CONTINUATION OF VENGENCE

Just to have a change of pace from my monotonous routine., I will be continuing my online blog for the Maritime community in the Philippines and will continually publish it on Filipino seaman groups using an anonymous account for protection. normally I would had stopped writing altogether and move on with life, after all the worst is already behind me from my recent entanglement with CF Sharp, there is no danger anymore for me.  I would have normally just walked away and turned my back over it but thinking about it , My problems were not exactly solved . The person who is responsible and the one who betrayed my identity to the CF is still around and is still up to his old tricks - Certainly I shouldn’t shrug this off knowing Nelson Ramirez is still around and still victimizing fellow Filipino sailors with all his lies and extortion activities. Most Filipino sailors are still unaware on how vile and vicious he is on the maritime community in the Philippines. Only his elimination and total destruction will make the maritime community in the Philippines a safer place.

Personally I guess ., it's just my personal vendetta on why I'm still continuing my blog. My very own personal Cyber Guerilla warfare against the UFS and Nelson Ramirez. So why did I choose to use a blog instead of other social media channel like Facebook ? ., first off having a blog has much more freedom than Facebook ., nowadays even Facebook suffers a lot of censorship when it comes to freedom of speech and commentary., from what I'm seeing personally Facebook nowadays is contradictory on what it was originally intended for ., it has now become a dangerous site in cyber space were personal information should not be given in any way possible as it can be used against me. To add also ., posting personal commentaries always end up getting contradicted and not only that but the FB account I use as well ended up being blocked  (plus all the previous post I had made on that account will be deleted too). So as an anti-blocking measure social media sites outside Facebook is my main choice ,as most Filipino's don’t exactly know how to suspend or block this plus the severity of removing the publish is lenient.   

Anyway aside from reviving that blog , my first phase of the plan is that my dummy FB account would infiltrate some seaman Facebook groups and remain a "sleeper cell" until such time (and situation arises) that it would be awaken and publish the location of my blog. Naturally once my dummy FB account published the location of my blog ., UFS fanatics will feverishly try as much as they can to disable and destroy the FB DUMMY account ., and will succeed . However the main purpose of that DUMMY account is that it's just a relay and the main content is still in the blog., Even if the DUMMY FB account is destroyed - it doesn't mean that the blog is destroyed as well .,

Obviously UFS and its minions will try also to destroy the blog., but from my perspective in social media - it will take them sometime before they actually disable the blog and fortunately Google reviews complaints very well on blogs compared to Facebook and as a plus Google has quick blog recovery features that only takes literary seconds.  It will take them a will to fully shut down,

As a passive protection as well ., dummy accounts will be used and there is no possible way that they could connect me to that blog and my identity. Besides in real life there is no rule on what a person can or cannot do to harm another ., Nelson Ramirez should know better. Sooner or later vengeance will come for him and it's going to crash hard.

Anyway with or without my blog .,Nelson Ramirez will still make a lot of enemies on his hostility towards Netizens. It's only a matter of time on how fast the public will realize on how evil he is. 

INFESTATION

Never occurred to me that I'd be here in the Philippines this long., but then again maybe it is a blessing that I'm here after all. For now while writing this I will be going in on my fourth month here in the Philippines.

I would have been searching for a job right now but I was lately been set back because I suffered another illness (and the reason why I haven't wrote on my blog lately) with eczema ., the skin infection got worst and by the time I sought help on the hospital - I could even barely walk from the severity. Good thing the doctors on Marikina Valley hospital was kind enough to accommodate and entertain my query about my health. They said that my eczema has gotten worst and baldy infected that they have to put me on multiple antibiotic meds and in combination with topical steroids.

Within a short span of two days , both my feet healed and the bleeding stopped (which plagued my for two weeks) . Thanks to the violet colored liquid they gave me and I had to put in the bucket and soak my feet with it for twice a day. Also there have been no skin blisters appearing when I started the treatment., (before my lesions started becoming lesion a small skin blisters usually appear). To simply say it - my health was recovering when I started the treatment.

Back in the old days ., I used to treat my eczema attacks with the usual table salt. I just sprinkled the salt on the affected area and bandage it for a couple of days and let it heal . However on this recent outbreak ., it looks like salt was ineffective in controlling it and mad it more worst to the point that bleeding on my lesion didn’t stop and most of the time I had to change bandages once a day because it was soaking wet with blood serum. The wound never healed at all.

After a week of antibiotic treatment., I would go back again to the dermatologist and they would check if my condition has improved or if I needed another extra shot of something

In other news …

Recently I had experimented on ordering online for supplies and see for myself if this "lazada" (like ebay version of the philippines) does really work went it comes to online shopping. I had tested the "Cat ears" hat which they had been selling., and after a few days putting my order online - I eventually came and I was thrilled to have it around. In other words it was a success ordering stuff online at lazada. Given with these success ., I'm planning to order more stuff in the future given that there are some rare hard to find items that can only be found on the online store in lazada. Perhaps I'm planning to get my work related equipment on that store, rather than search aimless on item that are hard to find in actual store to store search

In other equipment news ….

Given on my previous entanglements on my previous ship. I will be making changes on the overall electronic equipment I'd be bringing (if ever ) once I get back onboard. The changes will include that all my gadgets should be battery operated., from what I learned is that ship electric supply is not exactly stable not even guaranteed to be always there on the time and there's a possibility (thought very small) that It would damage electronic equipment. Such as the case I had encountered on MT Eagle Boston. So to make things safe for me all the gadgets that I would be bringing along would have to be battery operated and the only thing that I will need the main socket supply is use for recharging this gadgets. Whether it will be a laptop or as simple as a cellphone ., every gadget I should bring should be a battery operated one

In other news related to this …

Recently my 4TB hard drive broke down - now the reason why it broke down was it was due to ants attacking the power cord , yes believe it or not its ants - the tiny little creatures who we always typically see in the kitchen. Now I'm not exactly sure why those ants decided to attack my hard drive ., given that its non-organic at all to begin with. I had done some research on the net and see why do these critters attack electronic gadgets and here's what I found out.

*ants are somehow attracted to EM fields emitted by gadgets and they do sense it.

*it is not clearly known even to scientist why ants attack electronic gadgets , but they do speculate that while they forage and wander off inside gadgets , they get electrocuted by the circuitry and as they get zapped they send out pheromones which meant that they are being "attacked and need help" thus the smell attract more ants to help them out and as a result it swarms the harmless electronic device and mistake it as an "enemy" eventually as the device gets flooded with ants ., it short circuits because the bodies of dead ants that got electrocuted still conducts electricity.

No matter what is the clear reason why ants attacked my hard drive ., fact is that my external hard drive is unusable at the moment and I had to find an electric adaptor replacement for it. Plus on the fact that I can't access data inside my hard drive without the electric supply. All those media data I had accumulated within those years have been gone to waste because of that insect attack. The remedy I could only think of for now is to have the A/C adaptor replaced.

SIRB 2017

After numerous delays ., I am now finally able to go to the task of renewing my Seaman book. Took me a while but definitely I had reached it.

makeshift desk of marina booth in POEA

Normally I would settled to go MARINA office to have my SIRB renewed , but government services there are not really that good for numerous reason. One of these is the fact that they don’t accept personal appearance and I had to login on their website to schedule an appointment - problem is that the appointment schedule they give is at least two weeks away to more than a month which is not good that I had to wait for a couple weeks just to renew and would take another couple of weeks more to process and release an SIRB. Overall it takes at least a month of waiting - very inefficient. Another thing that was worst in marina is that they are overcharging seafarers in "speeding UP" processing which they call "expedite" ., Despite paying more money to them (which cost is doubled, 1500 PHP) ., they will still release SIRB on the same processing days as normal time. Imagine paying more on something that is just basically the same. Talk about scamming seafarers

So due to these hindrances I had to settle for option number 02 , renew my SIRB in POEA.

Several years back ., there really was once a "MARINA" booth in POEA building ., that lets seafarers renew their SIRB in haste. But these kind of services was discontinued for a couple of years then now again it is reopened ., I was still a witness back then that services in renewal was superb back when it was still opened

Anyway now that "Marina" booth in POEA is opened once again after nearly a decade of haitus ., I didn’t let the opportunity slip by in renewing my SIRB ., especially now that MARINA service in Kalaw street area are pathetic and poor. Honestly It was a good decision for me to renew my SIRB papers there in POEA and that I finished the whole agenda in renewing SIRB in less than 30 minutes ., probably even perhaps less than 15 minutes if it weren't for the damn photocopy machine nearby didn’t broke down. It will only take them a day to finish my SIRB processing (compared to the main marina office which will take weeks) and I'd be getting it on the following day.

So far since the marina booth in POEA is still a few months being opened ., their facilities there is still somewhat in makeshift. Which I can understand - given that there's no exact guarantee if the MARINA booth will be in permanent stay there or just for the time being until a new Philippine President comes by (or new administration) and decides later that they will discontinue such services

Traffic in EDSA is a pain as usual

to kill time while waiting ., i had packed snacks and of course my very own nintendo switch ., however since the service was fast , i didnt  need this and just went to the local mall nearby to pass time