February
09, 2018 Friday
Location
: Near Singapore
Its
Pathetic ., to see my crew mates act so lowly today on the
"waterborne" Life boat test but it is what I saw on my eyes. They
looked simply so stupid., It was obvious that most of them were agitated on the
testing of the life boat and only shows that despite all Shell's bragging and
"perfectionist" attitude - they simply could not cope with changing
situations ,
Compared
to my previous ship I had joined , this ship doesn’t have a welcoming and
comfortable working environment.
During
lunchtime they tried to persuade me to get inside the lifeboat , on the last
minute obviously I wasn’t happy hearing it especially on the last minute and I
have no idea on why the hell BOSUN Berlix thought of that . I didn’t replied or
gave my answer to their comment - I just remained silent and frowned and
immediately left my table. On my head I was saying "why the fuck have they
decided to put me on that damn lifeboat ?, I had already been in that way back
last 2010 and now they're putting me back !! What the fuck !"
