As
I went back to my working shift during operations , I saw A.B. Jun on the
manifold , he says that O.S. "Alvin" is in the forward area and
babysitting the mooring buoy. He told me that I should be careful with O.S.
dalida for being a backstabber, (in other words a "Snitch") and he
revealed that there were two incidents on work were backstabbing occurred, One
incident was while cleaning the said "bilge" pipe inside the Pump
room on which the sensor was accidentally trip or triggered ,
Apparently
he reported me to chief officer "merk" , aside from that he used me
as his scape goat and me taking all the blame. Honestly I can't exactly recall
on that incident, nor I can't recall specifically that I myself was the cause
on why the sensors was tripped. On my point of view I was simply cleaning the
bilge thoroughly and was keeping it dry. In addition to what A.B.
"Jun" told me , there is another separate incident also in the Pump
room were apparently he reported to Pumpman Carnaje about my activities and
included an insult that I do not know "How to mix paint" .,
The
latter that A.B. Jun told me raised my alarms, as I know the whole incident
well and that during that day., me and O.S. Dalida was doing fine on work , and
I didn’t suspect him of snitching me at that moment on the fact that I was just
doing my job and finished it well with no incident whatsoever, I'm not even
acting aggressively or O.S. Dalida acting suspicious on that time . So it’s a
surprise to me on what A.B. "Jun" Revealed. Another revelation that
A.B. "Jun" told me was that, he is insinuating a renewed conflict
between me and Pump man Carnaje and was more anxious and looking forward in a
violent confrontation. Either way its apparent and clear that O.S. Dalida
betrayed me and that I trusted the wrong person. This troubling reports and revelation cannot
be overlooked, and that I should watch my back often from now on and do not
disclose any information that might lead to me being put on a problematic
situation. Of course I'd act subtle , so that O.S. Dalida will not suspect that
I'm counter acting. Besides this situation has already been a "cloak and
dagger stuff" - and I'm not the one who started it.
Historically
and by practice., Filipino Sailors have been notoriously known for betrayals
and treachery. Such examples of it is that they intentionally give away
information about somebody, and this O.S. Dalida is not above of this such
examples and that his actions against me are a proof of that. This is also one
main reasons why on work I do not reveal any personal information, and that if
by no other choice or option is available., I only give half-truths or give
false information for my personal protection. I keep a personal policy of
"Protection of anonymity". If I didn’t practice this policy then I
could point myself in harm's way unknowingly.
Looks
like for me things have went on an unexpected turn and that on this ship , I
simply cannot trust anyone regarding about information and I'm all alone and
surrounded by betrayals and snitches all over. Anyway the good thing I'm
already accustomed on this "cloak and dagger Stuff' since time in memorial
as a seafarer.,
