After
a couple of days working with and assisting electrician on his work in laying
out a cable wire, it was finally over, not all that is left is securing those
equipment and tools that were left behind on the work.
During
the securing of the wire, AB. "Chirs" was blabbering something
negative about Pumpman Carnaje, about him being a loafer and that all he does
on work was talk and chat , and complain on work. He added that he gets paid on
work just to be lazy. A.B. "Chris" asked if I agree on this. Knowing
full well that I can't trust anyone here on this ship and that whatever
thoughts I have must be kept only to myself. I just simply replied to him
"No Comment" . As much as I can figure is that this is the best
answer and reply I could make , and that I should not let anyone know what are
the thoughts going on inside my head - whether its positive or negative, it's
too much of a risk .
Deep
inside my head , I do agree on his comments about Pump Man Carnaje. All he does
as far as I can see is that he's a lazy prick and just talks around on work ,
and his talks are mostly made up of trashy complains . Another half of my
thinking is basically the "I don’t care" attitude, It's none of my
concern as far as I know on what he does , whether him being a lazy prick and
all. My mindset and focus at the moment is trying to finish this contract as
soon as possible in any way or manner that I can and necessary steps should be taken to ensure this. All other info's not related
to this mindset is just annoyance and a drag. So whatever A.B. Chris thinks
about Pumpman Carnaje is just clutter for me,
Aside
from that as I have mentioned earlier , I have trust issues over the entire
crew here. I can't trust them on any kind of information and its best I just
keep my mouth shut and keep it to myself - it's safer that way. I already made
a mistake in trusting O.S. Dalida here before and some of the crew, I'm not
going to make that mistake again.
Finally
for me it's already the 24th of January and it's still almost half way from my
main objective of getting the fuck out of this ship. I still have at least 2 to
3 month more left to endure before I could pass my "Early Vacation
Letter" and I have to hold off until that time comes.
In
other news
For
now the news on my work place is that , I'm suspecting that arrival on Saudi
Arabia will be soon and that the crew have already made preparations on the
usual routine equipment. I suspect as well that probably it will be
"berthing upon arrival" kind of berth. Although I still haven't saw them lay out the
mooring wires on the mooring winches.
